I'M GOING TO USE SOME NAMES OF POLYVORIANS.
 
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"JULIANNE!" LUCAS YELLED AFTER ME THROUGH THE HALL. Allison was following behind.
 
I felt like a jerk. For the the first time, people actually wanted to be my friend. For the first time, I felt like someone cared. I just threw it away because I was annoyed. I wanted to stop, but now they'll never forgive me ever. Probably go with Mandy and them.
 
That's why I hated Adrienne so much. She used to pretend to be my friend. Emphasis on pretend. She only pretended to be my friend so when she ditched me it would get me to cry for days. Almost end my life, actually. I never felt so small, I still do. When I hear the giggles down the hall, I know its at me.
 
How can someone make fun of a person with something they can't change? I have used makeup and then I got called 'fake' for six months. six months for one time I tried to fit in. When people say words will never hurt me, are talking the biggest load of bullshit, because words hurt five thousand times worse then any stick or stone. So many times I have given up on life, sometimes, my mom has to pull me out of bed and help me get dressed.
 
I have a therapist, Samantha. She really doesn't ask me how I feel today or any of that crap. I just ramble on, and once I'm all fed up she and I paint. Her paintings are amazing. So reckless, so free.
 
The rain was still pouring outside. I ride my bike home, even during rain. "Julianne!" Allison and Lucas finally caught up with me.
 
"Leave me alone," I snapped, covering my backpack from the rain.
 
Suddenly an umbrella popped over all three of us. "Sorry," Allison apologized. "I don't to get my hair wet." Even though she brushed it, it was naturally wavy and pretty.
 
"Look, Julianne, we want to be your friends. Well, I know I do," Lucas said, looking at me sincerely. I blushed shamefully. I looked down. "Oh, c'mon, Julianne."
 
"Hey," Allison kinda interrupting us. "I know this place we can go to. Do you want to?"
 
"I do, what about you, Julianne?" Lucas asked me.
 
"I do." I never seen a boy smile so wide.
 
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and DONE. sorry it was short. but i'm going to see my grandpa before he goes California for some hospital there.
 
and @foreverandalways-rachael is the leader of the #lucianne fandom.

i'm wear pjs lol. haha. i'm funny. and yes the selfie is in a closet. its in my parents. please excuse my fat legs. and i havent waxed in weeks. i'm disgusting sorry about that.
 
shirt - dads. but you can buy some for like $5 at walmart
shorts - jcpenny

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THE LAST PERIOD OF THE DAY WAS ART. My mom said ever since I was a kid I loved art. I had my own painting room in our house. I just loved the feeling when I paint.
 
The rain was still pouring as everyone filed into class. Of course, coincidentally so did Lucas. When he saw me, his smile was huge and he waved at me. I waved back.
 
"Hey," He said as he came and sat next to me. I nodded. I saw some girls staring back at us. Quite disgusted with his choice of sitting. I couldn't blame them, I was quite disgusting.
 
"Lucas!" One girl yelled, I believed her name was Allison. She came over, oblivious of my existence.
 
"What's up? He asked. I sat there awkwardly, with my head down.
 
"I'm good. Hey, aren't you Julianne?" She asked me, suddenly recognizing me. I looked up and nodded. "Oh my god. You have pretty eyes. What color are they?"
 
"I was wondering the same thing," Lucas agreed.
 
I shrugged, "My mom says its grey and blue."
 
"Interesting," Allison pulled a chair and sat down across from us.
 
What's with her? It's probably Lucas. All day girls have been talking about him, gawking at him, and flirting with him. But of course, Lucas ignored all those gorgeous girls and stayed with a sad excuse of girl.
 
I didn't mind at all though. I had fun with him during the day. We had history, gym, and now art together. He sat with me during lunch also. He was an interesting person. His parents took him on all these trips and he has all these memories. I wished I had something to talk about or a story to tell. But I think he enjoyed talking. I loved listening to him, anyway.
 
"Class!" Mr. Jones yelled. We all quieted down. "Thank you. Today, we will finish up our oil paintings." Everyone sighed. I jumped up quickly and went to get mine.
 
Everyone else followed except Lucas because he asked about him since he just started. "Move out of the way, Ass-face," Adrienne spat and shoved me to the floor. Allison saw, she ran over to me and helped me up.
 
"Wow, what a jackass of a move," She said.
 
"Why do you care about me now?" I questioned. "We have gone to the same school since sixth grade. Why do you care now?" I was about to add because Lucas befriended me. But I decided against it.
 
"Um," She fidgeted with her cardigan. But then Lucas came by. "Oh good, you should have saw what one of the girls did to Julianne."
 
"What?" He questioned. I shoved past them both so I can finally get my painting.
 
I almost gasped at what I saw. I had a painting of the beach, but now its covered in hateful words and some drawings. I wanted to burst into tears right then. Everything froze around me, why could someone be so mean to do such a thing? Adrienne's laugh caught my attention, her and the rest of Mandy's posse was giggling too. I gulped.
 
Mr. Jones walked over, "Julianne, what's wr-" He sighed. "Not again." He got me a new canvas. "I'll give you an extra day, if you even need it."
 
I walked back to my table with the new canvas. "Why do you have a new canvas?" Allison asked. I showed her the old one. "Oh," was all she said.
 
Lucas seemed to be so angry. "Do you know who did that?" His eyes gleaming. I nodded. "Who?"
 
"Why do you care, Lucas? You met me just this morning," I said.
 
"Well, you are my friend now, and I don't like it when my friends feelings are hurt."
 
"Nothing you can do about it. They aren't going to stop," I said, hopelessly.
 
"Maybe there is," Allison agreed.
 
They were both getting on my nerves, "You, can't say anything, Allison," I snapped at her. "You are just like them." Lucas grimaced.
 
"Used to be," she corrected.
 
I shook my head. "It doesn't matter. I don't need you guys pity," I retorted. "Just because I'm the loser in the back of class who gets called names doesn't mean I need pity. I have lived through this my whole life, why do you think caring now will help at all. It won't, just leave me alone."
 
With that the bell rang, and I sprinted out of the classroom.
 
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that was blehhh

SATURDAY IS THE MUSICAL ( the little mermaid ) GUYS. OMG. OMG. UGH. WANT TO KNOW MY SOLOS???
 
FLUKE IS THE DUKE OF SOUL! YEAH! ( sea creature well, i'm a sting ray )
FISH FLAMBE ( chef )
LOUD AM I NOT!? ( princess )
 
I'm post photos promise. (:
 
05.19.13.

#lillyisswaggin alone with a ton of homework.
 
guess what? i'm allergic to cellphone radiation ( so when my phones on, i'm weak ) and sugar. lol. sux 4 me. *cries*
 
05.16.13.

1) Always post rules
2) Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 more
3) Tag 11 new people

I was tagged by @like-wild-fire
 
1. What is your favourite movie quote?
 
uh, idek.
 
2. What is your favourite childhood memory?
 
i remember on day my sister and i just went outside to our backyard in our old house ( and we had those playground things ) and we picked flowers and put them in our hair and took photos is was really cute. or playing with my mcdonalds play set

3. What are your plans for your summer vacation?!
 
stay in texas this summer, i'm trying to convince my mom to take me to greece or the philpines or maybe london/new york

4. If your boyfriend really upset you what would you have him do to make it up to you? (i.e.. flowers, chocolate, movies, rings, jewellery?)

haram, i hope you meant to say *husband. anyway, i would like an apology and maybe mcdonalds.

5. Who is the one person in your family that you can go to talk to about anything?

none, they usually laugh at me. maybe lian, my cousin.

6. Who is your celebrity crush at this moment?

uh a lot of people.

7. If you could have any flavor ice cream what would it be?

uhm, maybe reese's pieces.
 
8. Favorite childhood t.v. show?

my mom said when i was little i was obbsessed with max and ruby and dora soooo. but i loved scooby doo ( i had a scooby doo chair ) and suite life of zack and cody.

9. Do you like horror movies? If yes why?

i'm getting used to them.

10. What is your favorite mythical creature?

uh maybe one direction i think

11. Where are you from?

i'm from palestine. but both my grandparents got kicked out by the Israelis. my mom's dad got shot in the leg actually. so yeah. they moved to kuwait and both went to the same college in texas and got married and started a family in texas. so yeah.

I tag: my taglist
 
we have another tornado warning. dang it. its the probs living in texas. every thunderstorm we get like 20 tornadoes.
 
05.15.13.

gUys do i really have only ThReE WeEkS LeFt OF SCHOOL???? NO THIS ISN'T HAPPENING WHAT IS GOING ON.
 
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05.14.13.

since i got lots of likes and comments i decided to see how well it goes. SO HERE WE GO.
 
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IT'S ALWAYS RAINING DURING APRIL IN CALIFORNIA. It was quite dreadful this time of year. All of us yearning for the year to finally end. But the last two months just drag on forever. But soon enough, it will all pay off. I will soon be free of all the name calling and be able to see Karry soon.
 
Karry is my best friend since kindergarten. We used to live right next door to each other. But the only difference was, she goes to catholic school and I don't. Then to add to that my parents had to get a divorce and my mom and I moved to the other side of town. Which kept us further apart. We still see each other every once in awhile. But not all the time.
 
"Just because there is only two months of school left doesn't mean you guys can slack off and not care!" Mrs. Hampton or Ethel yelled at us.
 
Mrs. Hampton was a newly wedded thirty three year old that had such a retched name as Ethel. Even though, none of us believed that was her real name, she was still a cool teacher. But she got tough when she had too. She knew how to make History fun instead of just droning on, and on, and on about whocares and whosthat.
 
"Hello? Is this Mrs. Hampton's room?" A voice called behind us.
 
Mandy Thompson was about to say a snarky comment as she turned around, "Yeah, of course it is why else would it....." All our jaws dropped at the sight of him. "Why hello handsome."
 
He stood there awkwardly as we all gawked at the sight of him. His eyes looked bright blue with confusion. His hair framed his face perfectly. "Um.."
 
"Oh!" Mrs. Hampton says hurriedly. "Why come in, don't be shy!" He walks in a bit more. "Everyone this is Lucas Tillery."
 
"Heeeeey Lucas," We all said. Some girls giggled. Some were still in awe. "Take a sit wherever you want now, Lucas. We are changing seats tomorrow anyway."
 
"Not Ass-face," Mandy muttered quietly, but everyone roared with laughter, not Ethel or Lucas.
 
I never changed my seat because if I did someone would bother me, so I always sat in the back of the class. Alone.
 
Mandy shoved Danny Marcus out of his seat so Lucas would be able to sit next to her. But Lucas did such a brave thing. He sat right next to me. Mandy eyes widened same as mine. Everyone else started writing notes. I did, I try to not acknowledge him. I blushed a bit that he chose to sit next to me.
 
He grabbed a piece and started writing and then five seconds later a paper was shoved my way and it said:
What's your name?
 
I looked at him, he smiled widely with such a beautiful smile. I took and wrote:
Ass-face
 
He chuckled and gave me a look to actually write it. So I did:
Julianne
 
When he got it. He smiled again which caused my heart to flutter. God, he was handsome.
 
After class, I walked out as fast as I can to P.E.; hoping no one will throw paper balls at me or worse things. "Hey Julianne!" I heard a voice yell. It was Lucas I knew it right away.
 
When he caught up with me, "Hey why didn't you wait?"
 
"I didn't want to be bombarded with pencils and what not."
 
"Oh." He looked down, kinda upset. "Are they that mean?" I nodded. "Why?" I pointed at the mark on my nose, ashamed. "Oh, that's not very nice." I nodded in agreement. I really didn't want to talk anymore. "Where are you going?" He asked me.
 
"Um, P.E." I looked up at him. I don't know why I trusted him so well. It felt right.
 
"Good!" He seemed excited. "I have it too! I'll protect you from all those terrible people!" He smiled happily.
 
I couldn't help but smile as well. "Like a knight in shining armor," I replied.
 
"Exactly!" He exclaimed, excitedly. His eagerness radiated like there was light glowing around him.
 
A knight in shining armor is what I had called him. He was more like an angel sent for me to live again. He was sent to let me see the good things in life, the good people, and everything else good. He gave me something great. He gave me revival.
 
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AND DONE. and sorry for the mistakes. i edit when i see one.

for botc round 2
 
1. go to a cafe for breakfast.
2. go watch a opera ( because i love musicals )
3. go see the tourist hot spots
4. have pizza
6. walk through the town at night, maybe shop a little.
 
ENTER BARCELONA
Alpha:Lilly @lillyisabanana - 7 pts
-Nicci @nicciclark-suupernerd - 105 pts
- Chaz @jiigglypuff - 3 pts
-Piret @midnight-hurricane -10 pts
-Nic @thisisme2012 - 60 pts
- Caitlin @caitlinvanderlip - 10 pts
- Anya @gamma-draconis -10 pts
- Cat @neoncupcakexoxo - 8 pts
- Maddy @nevertoldalie - 45 pts
- Bailey @baidizzle-is-mad-as-a-hatter - 60 pts
-Marta @itneverends96 - 8 pts
- Jackie @wonderland825
Total team points: 318
 
the musical is NEXT week. DHSAPOSDFHPOU #AGH #lillyisswaggin
 
05.13.13.